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I've been looking at my own world for a long time, and I think I was bullying it, but when I was in elementary school, I had a lot of memories of being bullied and couldn't say anything, and when I turned 180 degrees, I became a junior high school student and became a yankee.
I didn't want to be bullied anymore. I didn't know if my eyebrows were thin or if they were bullying me from my appearance, and I didn't know if I couldn't even say "eh", so I evolved into a person who said anything I thought.
When I turned 180 degrees, I said "die" if it was annoying, and when I said anything I thought, I changed it to 180 degrees, so I don't have communication skills.
Neither is connected. Neither is connected in the past nor is it connected now, so I'm learning psychology or reading books, but recently I've lived without knowing it.
When I was in middle school, it was a trigger for me to be connected now.
For example, if you ask me to sing a chorus or something like that, I don't sing it or I'm a little rebellious, but for example, it's like a law or a rule, isn't it?
I kept that law properly. For example, my hair was blackened properly on the day of my hair loss test, and I was conscious of showing the yankees that I didn't cut my skirt, because I didn't want to be bullied.
There is also a serious part, so I did really well in the aquarium music club. It was an instrument called euphonium, but I did my best and the teacher praised me for being super good, but I was a yankee, so I didn't do it.
I was told that I had a lot of achievements and that I was a hard worker but not good at it, but I was chosen for a competition and it was like a junior high school student who was weak but strong enough to know various things like "I'm good at it, but I'm not good at it."
What about you?
I'm not sure...
I joined the tennis club when I was in middle school.
I wanted to join the sports club, but even in elementary school, when I was in fifth or sixth grade, I was told a very interesting story about elementary school.
What? Elementary school? Why didn't you say it earlier?
I just remembered it because I wanted to join the sports club, but when I was in fifth or sixth grade, I was chosen for a choir club or a minibus club, and I was playing basketball, but I'm not good at sports nerves, but I wanted to exercise.
Anyway, I did my best desperately.
And when I saw a practice game, I went out and did my best and scored a goal.
The goal I decided was the opponent's goal.
What's wrong with me?
I'm not good at it.
I'm not good at it, but I'm told like that.
It's really embarrassing.
But since then, I've changed my mind.
I was really embarrassed and said, "Let's play basketball."
So, of course, I didn't choose to join the sports club and join the basketball club, but I wanted to join the tennis club or the volleyball club.
And as a result of various researches, I joined the tennis club.
Soft tennis?
It was worse. It was really dark.
It was really dark.
It was more dark than you can imagine now.
It was really dark.
It was really dark and dry.
We did our best.
Everyone is new to the first year, so everyone is doing their best.
There is a soft tennis team match and individual match, but it is a pair match.
In a team match, you can play up to three pairs.
The fourth pair was sitting on the bench.
I was lucky enough to sit on the bench all the time, but I had a tournament on my birthday when I was in first grade of junior high school.
Every time on the day of the tournament, "Then this pair is the first time today", "This pair is the second time", I announced it, but on my birthday, I was excluded from the bench.
Eh, why?
Because I'm bad at it.
I was excluded from the bench, and I had a sad face on my birthday, and I wasn't good at how to do it, so I'll do my best, but I won't be good at it.
That's why we had a hard time, so we have hsp.
Isn't it?
It's really hsp.
I really think about things I don't need, and I think about things I like and don't like, and I'm out of it and I'm super weak-minded.
I'm out of it, but since junior high school...
I know, junior high school is weather, isn't it?
It's really weather.
I was really worried about people's eyes...
I know, it changes because you care about it, doesn't it?
I was worried about it, and I hated meeting people.
Oh, you can meet people now, that's amazing.
"I couldn't meet people", wrote Yuka Chishi.
I was scared of being hated, and at that time, honestly...
It was probably a time when I wanted to be bullied.
Of course, there's no strength to save you, and of course, there's no harm in bullying you, but...
I didn't want to be bullied. I didn't want to be hated. It was so strong.
So I changed my attitude towards people and became a bobby.
That's probably when I was in junior high school.
But I was still very negative.
Is this me being bullied?
Maybe I'm being hated.
I thought I had my own difference, and there was a time when I was in a lot of trouble.
I see.
But I didn't want to be hated, and I didn't want people to think I was negative.
I tried to be cheerful and stuff like that, but...
Since I was in elementary school, I haven't changed in my life.
I have a habit of being late.
Since I was in elementary school.
- I'm always late. - You're always late.
- I'm always late. - Me too.
- I'm always late. - But that doesn't mean you're bullied or hated, but you can't fix it.
- I can't fix it. - No way.
- You might think you're doing it right, but you're really weak in the morning and sleepy at night. - You can't hear the clock in the morning, can you?
- I really can't hear it. - I wake up in about five minutes, but sometimes I wake up in about 30 minutes.
I don't notice it while I'm sleeping, and about three hours later, I wake up smoothly and say, "Huh? What time is it now?"
Even though I wanted to get up at eight o'clock, I wake up at 11 o'clock.
I often make my friends wait for me, and I'm sorry I'm late so many times.
- I was waiting for you the other day, too. - I'm sorry I'm late.
I'm sorry I'm late.
I'm sensitive, so I wake up very quickly.
You can't wake up because you don't notice it, can you?
I can't wake up because I don't notice it.
I can wake up very quickly.
I'm really sensitive.
For example, my parents go to the bathroom.
I wake up even if it's just me.
I wake up as soon as I see the light when I pray.
I'm really sensitive.
It's really bad.
When I charge it, it lights up.
It's so sensitive that I can't sleep even with the sound of the lighter.
I'm sensitive, so I can wake up properly.
But I'm sensitive, so I can wake up properly.
I'm really concentrated on the things in front of me.
I'm really focused on the things in front of me.
I don'tcarry around in middle school.
I'm late for 8 o'clock today.
I'll meet my friends at nine.
Out of the house at 8:50.
But suddenly when I look in the mirror,
My bangs are not in good shape today.
I start cutting with my own bangs.
I have to leave for 500 minutes at 8 o'clock, but I don't know.
I'm concentrating and my brain is done.
"It's too early, I have to wear this too" "Wait, I have to wear this too" "I have to wear this too"
Huh? My clothes are weird too
When I think about it, it's already 10.30pm.
It's crazy.
That's the difference.
I apologize in advance.
I apologize when I realize it.
When you think you can go out and plan to make it in time,
but when you see what's in front of you,
there's a lot of that.
I'm going to wear it today.
It's hard.
There's a bad intention.
I don't want you to wait for me.
There's no way.
I'm awake and I have my alarm on.
But I'm like that.
I'm a middle school student.
It's been sunny since I was a middle school student.
Let's talk about it again.
Let's talk about high school students.
High school students gave up on making friends.
In middle school,
I did my best and showed my strength.
That's why I was hated next time.
I didn't want them to meet me.
Instead of 180 degrees,
I was bullied.
I closed my heart and
when I was a high school student,
I was sitting on the edge of the classroom.
I'm sure you think I'm a mood maker.
But it's not like that at all.
There are two people on the edge of the classroom.
There's a six-member group.
I was afraid of being recognized for my personality.
I didn't want to be bullied or hated for changing my weight.
So I stopped talking.
If you were in my class when you were in high school, you'd be surprised.
That's why I kept quiet.
I'm quiet, but I don't go to school.
I don't know what going to school means anymore.
I didn't say anything.
I wanted to get a part-time job and go to school.
But I had to go to school.
I took the final final exam of the third semester for 100 points.
Somehow I managed to survive.
I was a little weird.
But you have a cute face.
We go to the same high school.
Ever since I entered school, I've been a fan of your sister.
I've been told, "You're Hana's sister, aren't you?"
I think it's famous because it's cute.
It may be famous because it's cute, but it's not hated.
If you were hated, you wouldn't talk like that.
I was afraid of being hated.
But I was afraid of being hated for thinking I was weak.
I've been quiet all the time.
I thought you were a strange person.
I thought you were strange and cute.
I'm quiet, but I'm famous.
I'm usually a mood maker and noisy.
People who try to know me know me.
I'm quiet and people know me because I'm cute.
I ride my bike freely and protect the highway.
I bought two short skirts and cut one.
She had long hair when she was bald, and she lived with her head, so that she wouldn't be hated, she gave up on things that couldn't be combined, and she was quiet all the time.
She's quiet, but she looks like a really cute jk, so short skirts and make-up are really trendy now, so she's a cute girl.
I think she was a very strange girl.
What about you?
It's completely different.
I went to the same kindergarten for several years, so I had the same class.
I went to the same kindergarten, and at first I was with those girls, but now there are four of us.
One of them is a kindergarten student and the other two are different children.
I've always liked one-on-one with my friends.
I know you like them both.
At first we were good, but we broke up without knowing it.
But I really like this girl who lives with me, and I go to school because she's there.
Yeah, I know.
I can't talk to other girls without her.
I know.
Plus, I'm not a boy in middle school, so it's like I'm talking to a boy myself, and I'm having fun talking to him.
We were good friends, of course.
Even if I go to high school, I'm not the type of person who can get along with boys easily.
I'm talking to myself.
I know you're talking to me.
I've never done it.
When we were in high school, I was talking to the girl I was with.
I was only talking to guys and girls.
I know.
I only got along with certain people.
I didn't do it myself.
I worked part-time with my mom.
I got along with my part-time colleagues.
We were together.
When I was in high school, I thought about human relationships the most.
I don't want to tell you in detail.
I think it was hard for you because you tried hard.
But I closed my heart and did this all the time.
It wasn't hard when we were in high school.
It wasn't hard anymore.
I think I wanted friends from people.
Do you want friends?
I'm worried about what's around me.
That's right.
I started Instagram in the middle of it.
You had Instagram.
I had it.
It started to be popular when I was in high school or not.
I got in touch with other schools.
At cultural festivals, high school girls talked to me.
I got in touch with other schools.
I thought I didn't have to live in this limited class.
I think I got in touch with many friends.
I see.
You have a wide face.
I have a wide face, but I'm lonely.
I couldn't open my heart, and I was in a shallow and wide high school.
We went to different kinds of high school.
We went to a vocational school.
Vocational school is the same.
Yes.
I majored in business and childcare.
I specialized in business.
I specialized in business and childcare.
We went to the same business and childcare school.
Yes.
At that time, there were only seven people because it was the first year of childcare.
There are only a few people.
Yes.
So I was able to do it without touching it.
I love children and dogs, so I wanted to be a trainer or a child care worker.
I was worried about my future, so I wanted to get a license.
But I also got a license and a primary school rank.
It's very rare.
When I do it seriously, I do it, but my physical strength is not good.
When I went to a vocational school, I gave up.
Yes.
I thought I couldn't do it.
Babies are heavy and I hate bugs.
I thought I wasn't suitable for it, so I quit.
Yes.
Then, TikTok seems to be popular.
When I started TikTok, it went viral and I was called by my agency.
You have a great life.
Yes.
How about you, MONCHAN?
I didn't have a strong feeling for vocational school.
I had a boyfriend for the first time in vocational school.
I didn't have a boyfriend when I was in high school.
I only dated for a week.
It was the year of love.
At the time of becoming a vocational student, COVID-19 was popular and there was no post.
It was a school that gave me a lot of qualifications.
Between vocational school and vocational school, I took seven courses.
That's what I'm doing now.
I'm specialized in computers.
He taught me business sentences and manners.
He's a little different and works in a medical gym.
I'm glad I could go to a medical gym.
I'm working part-time at a bar, but I've only been working there for about three and a half years.
There were a lot of kids my age.
It was a lot of fun.
Everyone was the same age and nice people.
I had a lot of fun working part-time.
I've been working part-time at 7-11 for about five years.
I like to do the work that's been decided.
I'm going to give you a flyer, I'm going to shoot a laser, and I'm going to deliver this.
I'm also a deer doctor and a deer photographer.
I like detailed work.
It's like a part-time job, isn't it?
I hardly eat out.
I can't eat out.
It's really hard to talk to customers.
But after I joined the entertainment industry, I had no choice but to do entertainment to live.
I knew I couldn't work in a normal place.
I knew I was a chef.
It's not good to work from month to month at the same time.
And I started it, so I'm going to make the most of it and do my best in the entertainment industry.
But I thought that was the only ability I had.
I thought that was the only value of life.
I've been doing my best, always smiling, always doing my best.
I came to Tokyo with a reborn resolve.
When I realized it, my friends called me "rare".
Everyone always smiles and says "rare".
You're a little stupid.
It's been five or six years since I've been able to do only that.
I'm confident now.
I'm talking about my childhood now.
It's completely different from my childhood to high school.
So I don't regret it anymore.
I made a lot of mistakes in my way of doing things.
And I've been working hard.
For example, if you're in an agency, you have to stand out in that agency.
I've been working hard to get covers, DVDs of gravure, photos, commercials, and so on.
I've been working really hard, no matter what.
When I thought I couldn't go any higher than this, I became a freelancer.
I made a lot of mistakes and bothered everyone.
I found my mental state and other things.
When I first went back to being a freelancer, I felt like I was losing myself.
I thought I'd face myself and learn psychology.
I'm a mental therapist, so I'm trying to get myself back.
I've been working hard to talk to myself.
It's like a second life.
What about you?
I've been working hard for about three years.
I think there will be a lot of things in the future.
I'm looking forward to life.
The motivation of life is to do what you want to do.
You don't have to say anything you don't like.
If you have something you want to do and you have something you don't like along the way, you have to do it.
If you don't do that kind of hard work, you won't be able to do what you want to do.
That's important, but I think it's better to avoid things you don't like even though you don't want to do it from the beginning.
You don't have to do anything right now.
Even if you have it, you're prepared to think it's an experience, but you don't have to go ahead of yourself.
There are many people who are worried about what their company is like now, but if you think about what it means to be there, you can run away from that bad environment as soon as you can.
It's a life for yourself, so I want to do what I want to do.
The energy of fire is around here.
If you're about to achieve a goal, you'll find another goal and work hard again.
I don't want to be free and play around all the time.
I want to make it a meaningful time for me, and I want to make an effort to learn what I like as a person like you.
I hope you all learn something from this video and don't let it happen.
I'm looking forward to supporting you in the future.
I'm sure you'll be doing SNS, right?
SNS will continue, but my first goal is to find what I want to do in the future.
There are a lot of stories from my childhood to now.
There are stories that I had a hard time with, stories that are out of trend, stories that I made a mess of, and so on.
It's like this when you talk roughly.
Let's do our best, everyone.
It was pretty deep.
Yeah, it was deep.
After drinking a mental stability drug...
I don't know if it's because I can't mess around anymore, but I feel like I can't get rid of it as many times as I want.
It's like a mental stability drug that can bring me back to who I really am.
So I've been doing it for five years as Hanaseki Rare, and I've been drinking a drug that can bring me back to who I really am, so my mental state is stable, but I can't do it like I used to.
I don't know what's wrong with me anymore, and I don't know what's wrong with me anymore.
After all, I've been thinking about it. I don't know if it's me, but I think it's a value when I can say it even if I don't drink it anymore.
I've been drinking it for a year now, so I've been drinking it for a year now, so I'm not sure if I'll be released when it's over.
I want to do a different job in my next life, or I want to fix my mentality first, so I can't say anything yet, but I think that's how it is.
Non-chan finds a dream. I fix myself.
Even in my mid-twenties, I still have a lot of worries about my personality and personality in my life.
Humans are difficult.
If you don't notice it and say it, it may end without noticing it, but if you don't notice it and say it, it may have been worse, so I'm glad I noticed it.
There are also things like how to face such things, but there are also drugs that have too strong side effects.
So if you're in trouble, I'd like to put out a video for you.
I'm glad you noticed it.
I don't know what the future will be like, but I'd like to do something I haven't done yet.
On the contrary, I can't work normally even if I do a normal job, so I'd like to do business.
I'd like to work with someone who can do rough work.
I don't know yet, but I'm interested in business.
I'd like to do something like that.
First of all, I'd like to notice it and then move on to a new second life.
First of all, I'd like to do what I want to do.
Let's do what we want to do.
I'd like to do something together.
It's brilliant.
That's how we don't collapse.
I may decrease my SNS, but I don't think I'll delete it.
Maybe I'll just retweet Non-chan's words and put them in Non-chan's account.
I don't know.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
I don't know what Non-chan will do.
I'm really curious about it. Everyone, please follow me.
Thank you very much.
That's it for today's video.
My voice is like this.
Even when I was talking seriously earlier, I looked like a wild human being.
That's right.
My voice is back to normal, but I'm a girl with a fluttering mouth.
Thank you for your cooperation.
Then, everyone...
Since when?
Yeah.
Isn't it cute?
What?
It's a miss.
Everyone, please check out "Kadak reaction" and "Energy" and "Bifreluan" !
Then, bye-bye!